Writing is a purest form of expression according to me at this point of time. It would be so nice to feel how different ideas fall in place on a piece of paper or computer screen without any effort. I would certainly be so happy and content if I would be able to successfully pass all my feelings in its purest form without any drop left behind.
As I was writing, my father called me to the veranda of my home and asked me to owe one litre of petrol from our driver, who had taken our SUV for its routine check-up in the service station nearby. My father is going to the rubber estate as some plantation work is going on there and he might return lately. Our driver, Suresh carried a 5 litre jar along with him to buy petrol for his personal needs when he started off from home in the morning. I thought that it would be unfair to get petrol from his share so I called Suresh over the phone and asked, how many litres are you planning to buy. He said for Rs.200.That means around 2.5 litres. I asked Suresh to buy one more litre for us in the same jar so that I can pour that into a bottle when he reaches back with our car. Suresh was absolutely ok with this with my suggestion. . Now the reason behind the whole story of owing one litre of petrol is that tomorrow there is an all India strike. So for local travels in our area there must be fuel for my fathers scooter, the fuel level needle of which is in empty for two days.
I know who ever read this post may be feel weird.. haha.. I’m just writing whatever thoughts are coming to mind in 20 minutes.
I am sitting in my drawing room, my mother sitting on the veranda with the fan on to cool her. I have forgotten about when was the last time I saw a dream. Now a days no pleasant or horror dreams are coming in my sleep. Is it a sign that my sleeps are not that deep enough for letting dreams play in my subconscious mind. My birthday is on the 17th of May. Though I’m getting 29 in a couple of weeks, I don’t feel like that I am old enough above 25 at-least psychologically. Am I happy with the way of life I am living?. To be honest, no, but as I have taken complete responsibility for all my failures and the mistakes I am looking to forward to the future with eyes wide open.
Please excuse my writings imperfections. I am working on it..:)